AHH I am so overdue for an art update! Uh, and an update on what is going on in life.
I'm going to start with the art, because. IT IS IMPORTANT! :D
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WOO I had to do this update REALLY fast, but I am not fast at this. SO there are probably mistakes everywhere. Sorry! ;0;
Earlier: Wah, ow.
Currently: White-chocolate-covered expresso beans.
More Later: Flight, Florida-bound.
Drew, can we discuss the possibility of me bumming a ride to AC? Or something.
Squishy-hug-love to everyone, in the for reals sense. I like demands. ;0;
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I have been pondering.
One of my ponderings consists of this: Should I discontinue shoving art onto this journal? (At least for a little while?)
My feelings are that journals are for posting about your day, or what you do, or something. I don't do that. I seldom talk about my life, and up goes the art.
I can't help but continually wonder if my updates are . . .annoying.
Opinions would be awesome. I mean, if I stop throwing out sketches through this LJ for a while, I'll still upload elsewhere...
Another aspect that bothers me, is the fact that I have a difficult time keeping up with everyone else's entries. Sometimes I'm pretty good about it. Other times, horrible. (Like now)
And there aren't even that many to keep track of.
. . .So, how's everyone doing? x_x
I got one brace for my left arm. I need to wait for my next paycheck to get the one for my right.
This is making art very difficult. Work very difficult. Everything difficult.
I am angry that my body isn't doing what it needs and has to do.
So, now I want to do something like it.
Trades or requests. Either/or. Human characters. (but fantasy is fine. You know, horns/wings/w/e ..Just. Come on, you know what I mean! >_> I don't want to draw doggy faces.)
Just gimmie references! And short/whatnot descriptions of personality too, maybe.
(These'll be sketchbook nonsense, not digital. Slapping watercolors around, because my eyes fail more and more at staring at this bright screen of death lately.)
COME ON LET'S DO THIS
(but right now, I sleep.)
EDIT: AGH SO HAPPY MUST DRAW EVERYONE DAMN DONT WANNA GO WORK THANK GOD OFF TOMORROW ASJHJSFH be back soon (CRAP ALLERGIES SNEEZING!! EVERYWHERE)
They've been twitching, and, what frightens me the most, locking up on me. Both hands have been curling into balled up fists against my will. It is only for a few seconds until they loosen up again and I can move my fingers freely.
So, I called into work today and told them I cannot come in because of that. I was surprised to receive a slight pause, and a "Thank you, Heather. You have a good day." - You know, in the sincere way, not the sarcastic way. She really appreciated the fact that I called in so early.
90% of what I think about during the day, for the past 6 months, has involved what I want to draw/paint next. I am still .. mystified by what feels like a recent bought of enthusiasm.
Because, I used to not really care that much. I think.
Monsters and creatures, watercolor insanity, and butt. I want more time to draw! : (
I am going to be more descriptive with my explanations, because.
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I have a scanner.
And now I sleeeep please.